August 3^rd! At early o’ clock in the morning, is when my surgery is scheduled. Shit. haha. They are making me do it so soon! I was hoping for a few weeks to get my self mentally prepared. The whole idea of being unconscious while someone messes with my insides is just a little nerve racking. But, oh well. I guess this means I wont have time to worry myself crazy.
I tell ya what, I’m SO sick of seeing doctors! I’ve had enough visits to last a lifetime. Hopefully after this surgery is over I can avoid doctor offices like the plague.

In other news— A “friend” of mine from work’s birthday was July 27^th, and he was been NAGGING me like crazy to get him a birthday present. At first I kind of wanted to get him something, but I also had to take into account that I’m pretty broke between the doctor shit, and my financial aid being suspended (plus I don’t work full time, and I only make minimum wage.) So getting him a gift is a bit of a hassle right now.. and he’s one of those people who expect you to spend big money on them, and if you don’t they get upset. Personally, I feel like that’s bullshit! You should never be that greedy! If it were me, I’d just be happy with the person acknowledging it was my birthday by sending me a text, or giving me a hug— ya know, simple, no cost things— so it really irritates me that I’m getting guilt tripped into buying him a not-so-cheap birthday present. I need to grow some balls and just get a card, and make him deal with it. It’s really not fair for him to expect so much from me, especially when we’re NOT that close of friends! I’ve only hung out with him outside of work a couple times, and we didn’t even do anything that was friendship “building” sort of interaction. We watched a movie, and barely chatted at all. In all honesty, I don’t really even want to be friends with him.

Do you have a friend in your life that acts like he does? Maybe someone you’d rather just break it off with and move on? How would you deal with it? A few ideas might help my situation.~~

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Posted By: Karla